Maureen Agatha's Dash

Faith moved in with her friend Faith at 139 Blake Rd in Epping. I was a little hurt that I didn't know this until Dave told me.  Or that she couldn't move in with me. Or that I don't really know about her boyfriend, Tom. She didn't introduce him as her boyfriend. And I don't think she really wanted me there, but she needed Dave's truck to move bed and reptile cages It was hard work. She was stressed In the end, I was glad I was able to help her

I helped Faith move from Donnys house.

I was having a dream. All I remember was joy visiting with mom. Shane was here. Mom was in kitchen mom said let's go outside. Mom went out thevdoorvfirst, shane got between us and shut the door after she left, not letting me out. I said shane what are you doing? I want to go out with non. He said. ▪︎it's not time for you to go with her yet' and I woke up.

I worry about Dave.  He has been having excruciating abdominal pain. He's been refusing to go to the doctor. Finally 2 days ago, he went to Eppings Acute care. That's how I know it's bad. They think his gallbladder may be the issue. He had an ultrasound yesterday and we are waiting for the results. I mentioned to Dave that he should go on a diet, more of an awareness, and stop some of the icecream and fried food. He didn't want any part of that. I felt bad for making so many sweets for him but he said if I didn't make them he'd just buy them elsewhere. Anxiously awaiting results so we can get him better. Michael texted me a couple days ago asking how we were and do I have any job suggestions for him. I looked up some jobs and found Rapid Transit police but he said it was 81 miles from him. UPS but they only have seasonal openings. Dispatcher but he said he did for 2 weeks with Bedford and hated it. I asked him what we wanted to do and I didn't get an answer.

I heard the door close at 440 am. Shane was leaving for work. I didn't know or I would have made him a lunch. I know he's a big boy.  I just like to see him when I can and do nice things for him because I love him. A couple days ago I got up at 4 to braid his hair for him.

Today is their Anniversary

My brother Joe's birthday. His son Mike's birthday. I thought Mike moved to Virginia but he sent me a text he's still in Boulder Co until Mach 24. I walked in the morning at lunch and after work. Not a lot but it felt good. I stopped to take pictures of a budding flower and pick up a heart shaped rock. Shane came home after work.  Dave came home and we watched Driving Miss Daisy, one of our favorites.

Well Dave and I tried to find wildlife today but it was beyond us. We went to Windjammer with Rick for lunch.

I was supposed to go out with Jane Irish, Cathy Champion and Beth Lincoln previous coworkers at Rockingham County Sheriff Office. I worked there from 1986 to 1995. I was a special deputy and dispatcher.  Anyway i didn't feel well so didn't go. I also missed the photography reception for "Everything Fall" at Focus 244 Gallery Dave mowed the lawn and swept it. While he was doing that he told me the apples on our trees were ripe. I've never used them before. I walked over to the tree picked about 10 ugly apples snd made a delicious apple crisp!

I saw an Eagle from bed. I didn't get a pucture of it but here's the view of low tide from our room.

Hurricane Lee has turned into a tropical storm. Dave and I staying at Topside. Here's the picture from sunset on the way last night

We are keeping Loki here because Shay couldn't have him in her new house in East Kingston. I don't even have her address. Loki has settled in just fine.. He likes Dave's lap.

Sometimes I have these dreams that leave me feeling like I'm just not enough. Today I remembered taking pictures and making a beautiful book but when Crysta saw it there  wasn't a large enough presentation of her.  That's nothing she would ever say. I think I'm just missing her. I guess it's time to connect again. Nor just with Crysta but with everyone.

Shane's Lawyer Joe texted me that there is no opposition from District Attorney for Shanevto see Shay so the motion is going to the judge. Can't wait to see in real. Shane hadn't seen Shay in 2 years and he misses her so much.

There were no moorings. DAVE HOOKED UP TO ONE NEXT TO LIBERTY A NEW BOAT LAST YEAR AND CHASING liberty We ate our chicken sandwiches he tool a dip. We went to wentworth to pump out then a trip to behind Oar House restaurant. We never explored that before. It was all good.

Ossipee Lake Dave took me to Ossipee Lake for the 1st time. We had a good launching experience and it only cost $25. There was plenty of parking and goid customer service. We went to a sandbar to meet up with his friend Chris Kiegel i think he said his name is. He has a double wide pontoon boat that he made that he turned a Tiki bar. We got in next to his boat. It was a lot of fun. I was on a treat day from noom and i really didnt pay much attention to the calories in the burger he made me, or the Painkiller drink he made me with rum from the Islands, prusia, real coconut, pineapple juice and i have no idea what else. I also had an experience of a shot from a ski with 3 other people that ive never done before. Chris had an open bar and id sayvat one point or another while we were there at least 100 people came to take a shot. Surprisingly today is Sept 3 and i dont feel hung over. I took several pictures of beautiful people i dont know and got some email addresses. Now i have to be abl