Back to work

I decided to work yesterday. Shane did too. We both regretted it. 

I did it to save earned time for when I needed off.

I received an obit from Peaslee Funeral home that was awful so I emailed the one we did back to them in the hopes they can use it.

I hope to settle that today and call the music director at the church.

Shane wants Country Roads by John Denver to be played somewhere.

I feel bad that I didn't record more of Mom singing. We sang together a lot.

Colleen has a couple from the past couple visits she has been here.

Work. Well it went OK. I didn't want to be there and it was hard to focus.

John Benedetto checked in on me which was nice.

I have no idea how many people will show up for Mom's funeral but I'm guessing 30. Even if no onecshos up its what she wanted.

Colleen and I had a discussion about whether or not to put Chris Dittmar Sammy Ronda and Chelsey in obituary.

My feeling is mom loved them and they were a part of this family. But I don't want to bring hard feelings to anyone and Colleen feels they should be left out.

Former spouses.

I just want it to be a nice memorial and be able to move on in my own silent personal relationship with her.